Gods UnFailing Love.

i was just listening to Graham Cooke in truck on way home from mom’s.  He said ” God doesn’t test us to fail us. He tests us to deepen our Faith”.  This got me thinking.

i was just at mom’s house and as you can see not for long.  She likes to yell at me.  As i was at the door i heard ” it is easy to show love to those who love you”  my flesh wanted to leave, The Spirit said “Seek God for strength.”  Well my flesh won.  This is why i prayed that prayer on warring flesh, a post or two ago.

My mom apologized for yelling, and i said  “that’s ok i am going to live with you i better get use to it”.   Hum just realized wrong answer.  Forgive me Lord for i should speak life not death.

Now that i heard what Graham said i see the yelling of mom as testing.  How can God show He will give what is needed for situation if we do not ask Him and yield to His saying “seek God for strength to love those that aren’t so nice and friendly to you?

Father Prepare my heart to love my mother.  To honor her above myself.  i look at all that You could accomplish through our living together, but i am not helping in preparing the way.  i must look to only You Lord, and Pray as You told me to.  The preparing and reading of our hearts to move in together.

Loving someone i keep finding out is one of the hardest things to do.  i think that is why God has it as First and only True commandment.   Love God love others.   WE CAN’T WITHOUT GOD.   God knows this, and wants us to come to Him.  Wants us to Bless others with the Love He gives us.  i know for myself that if i do not seek God when with my mom, or others for that matter.  We both wind up feeling, not so  good about the visit.  When we know, that we know ,that we can’t do something.  Then we ask for help from one who does know.  This is humbling.  God Exalts the humble.

i want to bring Honor and Glory to You Lord.  Use me to show Your Love to her.  Strengthen me..

i just was  given a glimpse of why Jesus didn’t struggle as much as us with sin.  When you are loving people exalting them above yourself,  you have no time to get in trouble.  Thank You Jesus for showing us the Way, Truth, and Life.  Teach me to Love as You Loved.  Teach me to pick up my cross and carry it daily in Loving You.  May i not boast in my riches but rather in all my weakness’.  May i have them ever before me.  To Exalt You Lord.  Father may i have Wisdom to understand.

www.paid4u.TV  Father may we all reap greater harvests than this movie did. (multi-millions of people see)   We may not look at Mel Gibson and judge or condemn.  Father You Provided the money and creativity to bring forth Your message of Salvation and LOVE FOR MANKIND. Using modern-day media and Mel Gibson.   Praise God He is Worthy.


God will supply all my needs

Praise report. i am going into the shed for a three-way plug. So that i may plug-in laptop, and iPad. i have the water mister going. And God points out I will supply all your needs. He wasn’t joking. Umbrella for shade, mister for coolness, iPad for Bible, and assurance i’m in His will by phone call i just had.
Father if You supplied all these things that are non necessities then surly You will provide House, bills paid, etc.
Father may all who read know of Your promise of Provision.

God’s Provision

i’m guilty first and foremost.  let me start off there.

What i am talking about is this revelation of relying on ourselves or world systems instead of Father God provider of all.  i pray to God to get me to that place where i go to Him for everything.  We as humans with intelligence seem to be deceived that our intelligence is what gets us by.  Forgetting that, it too comes from God.  We do not breathe without His say so.  Why do we think that we handle the rest of our day without Him.

We seek God when we want or need something.  Yet are disturb if we know people who only want from us without thinking our needs or wants.  Why do we treat God this way?

Why are we so on a quest to get others to heaven without getting to know the God we will be spending eternity with?    God wants all of us NOW!  Not when we get there and have no choice but to hang out with Him.

Father crucify my will, my independence, self reliance.  None of me All of You.

i do not want to go to God for wisdom on house/job and problems.  i want to go to God with how do you want me to spend my day/time?   Who do You want me to speak life into today?

We want an easy life.  God loves us to much for that.  See we grow in the pain.  God gave me wisdom some years ago.  Joy is meant to be enjoyed, pain is meant for growth.  Hence why i call pain ‘GROW LAND”.  We can not go to God and say Yes Lord i will follow you, but only if it is the easier softer way.  Jesus told us ” the road is narrow and few choose it”.  Why do we profess to believe, but then do not take Him at His word?  Jesus unlike us, doesn’t talk just to hear Himself speak.  He already knows these things. He tells us for our benefit.

i want to look at life like David ” teach me the number of my days”  i want to look at my limited time here on earth as, i only have so much time to show Christlikeness.  How can i show that today?

David also said “may the bones You crush rejoice.”   see as we are broken we see God for who He is.  Our sustainer/provider of all.   so long as we ‘GOT THIS”  we do not rely on Him.

May all who read this seek to give God Glory for ALL things.