God’s Love for Us

Before i was to start typing i felt the Spirit move me to go to God first.   Matthew 6:33 tells us to SEEK FIRST THE KINGDOM AND ALL IT’S RIGHTEOUSNESS   THEN ALL THESE THINGS WILL BE ADDED ONTO YOU.

i did not know what i was to write the Spirit said ” You must first go to the Father.  Thank Him for all that is provided.  Feel the breeze as if the Holy Spirit.  Ask God what is to be written.  May be what you heard yesterday is not for today.”

So here i am Praising God for i can see by the verse He gave me that this can get very deep.   So Father i ask that these words be Your Words that bear Fruit in Your Good Name.

Yesterday God really showed me how the more you go to Him the more you are aware when you are not.  It makes life kind of harder.  See i use to run on my own strength, will and know how.   For the past 4 months i have been EXCEEDING BLESSED  to know what it is like to go to God first and then have added onto me.

i would go to God to see what He wanted to do.  To Bless my time with those i was to go meet.  Protect my travels.  Enlarge my borders for His kingdom.  That i would hear what He has for His children.  Whether healing, encouragement, service.  To guard my mouth to only speak that which is of You God.  Teach me to show love to this person.  May i speak life to them.

When the end of the day came near God would reveal all He did through me.  Thus blessing me into repentance.  For He loves me enough to use a wretch like me.  Those filthy rags i told you we will see in ourselves.   We Praise Him because, we know where our identity comes from.  The One True Living God Creator of All that is Seen and UNSEEN. 

For me i look at it like this.  God knew everything i would ever say and do.  He still not only choose to bring me into this world.  He loves and died for me to be restored back to Adams fellowship with Him.   He provides and Blesses me here on earth.  Wants to use me to further His kingdom of Peace and righteousness.  To be able to HAVE THE PRIVILEGE TO ASK IN THE FIRST PLACE.  That is where i am reminded to ALWAYS SEEK FIRST HIS KINGDOM.

For the last 3 days i was running on self-will.  As stated i was miserable.  i guess this is to remind me His Yoke is Easy and Burden Light.  This i believe is what pleases God,  Fellowship.  Us humbling ourselves before Him asking Him to reveal Himself to us.  Than asking for Wisdom and Love to share with others while we are here on earth (OUR TEMPERARY HOME).  Asking for PERSERVENCE,  to walk out the LOVE shown us.  His Word tells us that He Delights in Giving Good Gifts.  Hello filthy me.  WOW  i can not understand that LOVE????

Father teach me to Always come to You.  Before i lift my head in the morning.  May i come to You. As I drink my morning coffee, may i come to You.  As i start the car, may i come to You.  As i drive…,As i walk into stores, meet and greet people, talk with friends, talk to family,  talk on phone, text on phone, e-mail, face-book, blog, serve my spouse, love my spouse, love strangers, love people!  to seek Your Judgment not mine.  To know i am just as Privileged as they i come into contact with.  To seek to serve rather than be served.  Humble me like Jesus.  He had full right to ALL this.  Didn’t have to wait to get to heaven.  He created it.  Jesus stepped down from THAT!   Can’t say i would.  i am to selfish.  i cling to the foolish things of this world?  Let alone Volunteerly stepping down from Your Righteous Throne to hang out with us.  Seriously i can’t fathom this kind of LOVE??????????????????????   Thank You Father and Jesus for revealing Jesus to me.  Now i am just starting to see The tip of All that Jesus did for us.

Father You Amaze me.  The Holy Spirit said Go to God.  Thank You Father for Spirit that dwells within me to have listened.  Well here we are and God you so taught me so much.  To be able to write this down is a Privilege i can not fathom.  Be Glorified Father.  Isaiah 55:10-11


Gods ways are not our ways

Have you Ever notice that if you ask someone something over and over and over people think you are a nag?

Have you ever been really  hurt by someone and you repay them with gifts of things really wanted?

Have you ever taken time to rest in your job to the point that your natural boss would fire you.  Only to find that you got more done that day then when you kept at it like a race horse?

Ever try losing weight only to give up, eat the junk food anyway than lose more  weight then you had set out to?

Have you ever meet someone you liked and clung to them so tight they stopped hanging out with you because you were so needy?

These are some of the things that baffle me.  i am now realizing that Isaiah 55:8-9 means what it says.

God wants us to keep asking over and over and over again.  He wants us to be so needy upon Him.  Wants us to rest, not judge food, and bless those that hurt us.

See when i do  something bad  this world punishes me, and condemn’s  me.   God Blesses me into repentance.  When i rest in Him,  i  get far more done than when i’m running around like crazy, working my head off.

i guess what i am really trying to say is that i was praying for the same thing over and over.  Someone said to me we are not to do that and i took the bait.  Forgetting all God taught me.   There are so many verses that illustrate we are to keep asking.

God just told me this is a character of Jesus, perseverance.

Everyday i have to ask God to show me how to love others.  Keep a guard over my mouth.  Keep my eyes on Him.  Ask Him to use me to minister love to others.  Write His laws on my heart.   Everyday i have to rest in Him.  i can’t afford to take a day off.

i have to keep asking, knocking, seeking.  Till the day He takes me.

Gods Word says we will not be complete till Jesus comes again.  To think we can ever arrive here on earth is a fallacy.   We have to come to God as if our life depended on it.  IT DOES.   Life not only here as we know it, but true life, abundant fruit producing life.

These are the prayers i pray.  God show me Your heart for Your people, May i have this heart, use me, tell me what to say, Humble me, make me to be obedient.  Crush my bones, none of me All of You.  May i know ALL provision comes from You.

These are prayers that if i do not ask daily i will slip away from seeking to achieve.

Gods Word tells us to pray without ceasing.  Giving Thanksgiving, knowing He will answer.  For if our earthly fathers give, SO MUCH MORE  will our Heavenly Father.

Father i am not sure what it is i am feeling right now, or what it is that i am to learn from the words You woke me up with this morning.  Your ways are higher than my ways.  Bless us to be the salt and light You called us to be.  May we love as You love.  May  Your ways be our ways.

Romans 8

Absolutely there is no condemnation in those that dwell in Christ Jesus.

Where i get frustrated is that we take this verse and use it to justify ourselves.   God wants Thankful hearts.  He wants us to be so Grateful that we are made right in His eyes.  We are to see this Holy Scripture and say Thank You Father, Thank You Jesus that You not only gave up Your rights, You so rightly deserve.  But came to this earth never throwing Your Rightful weight around.  Letting others mock You, beat You, Crucify You.  You did this for us.  Sinful self-serving us.   How can i show gratitude to You Lord?

i am one of those Christians that drives people nuts!  For i never say, nor do i ever want to say ” i believe in Jesus i am going to heaven.”  This i personally feel contradicts many of Scripture. (search the Scriptures for yourself)  Want i want is a pure heart, a Thankful heart.  i want to serve Him not knowing if i’ll get in.  This is where i think faith meets the rubber. ( sort of speak, rubber meets the road).  i want to serve Him for all He has already given me.  To much to ever count.

Why do we wait for heaven when the One we profess to believe in tells us.  PRAY THAT GODS WILL, WILL BE DONE ON EARTH.     We wait and wait.   My personal opinion, God is waiting on us.

We take Romans 8,10 and use it to become prideful.  We know/ have something others don’t.   Is it me or is this not TOTALLY CONTRADICTORY OF SCRIPTURE?   God wants NONE TO PERISH.

Lets take a closer look at ” many will come to me and say I prophesied in your name, healed others in Your Name.  He will say I NEVER knew you”.   WHY?   i feel it is cause we did these things not in gratitude but for self-serving reasons.  So others will look at us and think we are all that.   Good news is if i’m wrong God is Judge in the end.  so i am ok with being wrong.  i am also ok with seeking to have a pure heart, and gratitude without the insurance of a free ticket to heaven.

Father forgive me if i said anything contradictory to Your Holy Word.  If i did not, please pour out Your Spirit and resonate this in Your children’s hearts.  Father crush any pride in my heart.  Humble me Lord, that i may Glorify You and You  Alone.

was going to add Scripture but felt i would only be using it to justify my case and that would be no different then what i am complaining about.  Search for yourself Jesus tells us.

Jesus is the Way Truth and Life no one comes to the Father except though Him. Period case closed

Matthew 5-7

i am listening to my new blessing, a free I phone.  That way i have bible always not just at home.   Well Matthew 5-7 just played and all i can come up with except for AMEN!   Is Jesus makes it as simple as possible.  If you read these chapters, asking God to reveal what they say.   You can save yourself, and everyone else  a lot of problems, drama, and heartache.

Father may Your Word be heard and understood.