i am not sure i posted the you tube video i wanted but look up francischan/Think Hard, Stay Humble: The Life of the mind and the Peril of pride.
This video is amazing and i definitely heard God.
Abba Thank You that i know you. Father i know last night i said i could not handle your heart for your children, there is just to much pain out there. But Father hear my prayer and give me Your heart that i may be in anguish for those who are lost, and give up my life to know and serve You. In Jesus Holy Name i ask