i don’t know who said it but  best quote i ever heard was…..the stars were so bright it was like holes in the floor of heaven


Jesus Reigns

today reading revelations God pointed out to me that satans pride is against Jesus i guess satan thought he should be the chosen one.  many religions believe in God. but the ones that proclaim Jesus as king are the ones persecuted.  what is it that satan tries to mislead us on is Jesus.  we only get to the Father through Jesus .  my Husband said he agrees with our pastor that Jesus came to this life without His deity.  as He learned of His Father it was reveled to Him His deity.  i feel that is us too. if we would humble ourselves and acknowledge God in all things we too can realize our preisthood and yeild His power from on high that dwells within us, and do greater things then Jesus.  we like getting the credit to much  giving ourselves titles and accolades. Father none of me All of You.

God showed me i need to pray for the readying of my heart for this move.  there is no doubt that it will be all of God for no bank system will think we can. i love it when, no one can deny God did this, i want no credit Lord.  Ready our hearts Father.  i look forward to relying on you.  as i always should.  but through trails i lean in heavier.

i do not want to be of this world and whatever that takes i surrender all to you Lord.  this year is big isn’t it Lord i just sense that this year is a year of transformation.  that doesn’t always look so hot.   like i told mom marriage is like a broken bone.  it is all about the healing but while it is healing it hurts.  God is about our healing and that hurts but notice how the bone is stronger at breakpoint???? Hum God is everywhere …..

Father Thank You for the desire to seek You that has entered my roommate’s heart. Thank You the water fountain isn’t broke.  The crabapple tree next door is one of my favorite smells oh how You Romance me.

Father i am trying to count the costs of this move.  i am trying to seek you and see what it is that You want.  my heart is leaping inside and yet i know i need to keep focus on You not the pretty house with …..i so see You in it though.  we would have to sacrifice freedom, privacy,  we would have to become light, healing, and selfless.  oh Father ready our hearts please.  am i called for such a time as this??? i so see Jesus in this the wanting of your will but doing only the Fathers will.  Well Dad i love you and only ask for Jesus’ heart of obedience and willingness to walk out all i see and hear You do.  to God be all Glory now and forever.

Romans 5

if you read or listen to Romans 5 and on, you will clearly see the justice of God.  Jesus was so right that your hometown will not receive you. why do we see and do miracles in other countries?

if we are filled with the Holy Spirit where Do we preach/teach under rules and regulation?  we are so bound.  i could step out and go to the market place or city center. Would they listen there or would i be arrested for proclaiming the gospel of Christ Jesus? God i want to do your work, should i go to the town square OR follow protocol and wait my turn of authority?  Aren’t we given all authority.  So long as with a humble heart to serve You, we have all authority. We don’t want to offend elders (of church) either. so many dynamics.  i am to remain in Him!  As i seek more of Him in all things, things appear clear.
Father i know you are testing me on the house thing. i haven’t a clue if we should move. Funny how the one thing i think i am good at, and use to, i am reluctant to do. It seems to have God written all over it. we would have to totally give up self.  It would be like having a child not that mom is, but that there would be someone else there all the time. my life would change drastically. As would My roommate wow is he willing to do this?  He is right mom gets the other bedroom with bath across hall.  If she needs master in future it is all hers.

Wow Father this  place is beautiful. humble.  It has everything i want.  Lets get back to God.
Father how do you want me to serve you.  i am confused because we are spending so much time together but under what others would call false conditions.  As if You can be defined, how you God show up. God’s word tells us if it leads you to Jesus it is sound doctrine.  Jesus is the only way to the Father. Only by Jesus’s blood do i ever dare come to the Throne of God.  Through false conditions or not Thank you Father for showing up in my life.

Your revelation is too much to contain.  i want to shout it out.  How we are to just rest in You. The Holy Spirit does all the work. i scooped poop with You, went through cancer and death with You.   i certainly did not pull that off on my own.  i sought You Abba.  i pull weeds with you, cook with You, even get to dance with you.  Father you romance me with birds, breezes, oceans. i have fresh bouquets all spring/summer long.
i am starting to see you in my roommate.  Oh Father what healing answered prayer. Father i see the damage i have done with my words/actions. Father strengthen me to bring healing in your name.

On a side note . . . God showed me answered prayer. i always wanted an island in my yard- Roses, Bleeding Hearts, a water fountain, herbs, a Japanese Red Maple tree. Not to mention restoration perfectly timed with parents.That was You wasn’t it Father.Forgive me for taking credit for picking up the phone.  See how gently God shows you your pride?  Not condemning, but revelation that you took credit for something you did not do and that we only need to ask for forgiveness when we do see it?

God is the one that points it out.

Isaiah 55:10-11

Father what am i to do with this blog?  do i dare post these thoughts ?  do i dare seek accolades?  i desire it to only Glorify Jesus and God the Father, written only by Holy Spirit that dwells in me. Do i post pictures of times i enjoy with You. Every time i am with God is enjoyable.

Another thing God is teaching me.  That even the not so good times are enjoyable with God. why? how?  Because God always gives you reprieves one minute or one hour,  but you get them.  In those reprieves you soak in God.  His breeze, music, quiet prayer however you soak in God. read His word…. God will show up, and in that time with Him you gain Joy and Peace and Strength to go at it once again.  There are also seasons to this (suffering).  Sometimes it lasts a month, year, years but there is always and end.  His word says so…so that not even the elect…..God is all about seasons just read His word. That is where some of our hope lies.  God is merciful, it is against His nature to have us suffer too long.  Even His Own Son suffered but for a little while. Father in my suffering may i seek you always.  Jesus may i have your heart of obedience, eyes to see what the Father does, and ears to hear what the Father Says, the perseverance to do only Gods will.